bad eating day….
Drake: I made it! I finally signed my contract. Now I have millions of dollars.Is there anything you want? I’ll give you anything you want.
Drake’s Grandma: You have a million dollars?!
Drake: No grandma, I have millions of dollars! I can get you anything! What do you want?
Drake’s Grandma: I just want a hug and a kiss.Okay, Drake wins.
Totally love him.
shitshitshitshit…
two minute warning and the saints are worrying me…
Damn it.
The heart ache they give me is horrible. :(
I’m a Holiday Virgin!
I just:
- Never had a New Year’s Kiss.
- Never had a Valentine Kiss.
- Never spent time with someone on Valentine’s Day.
- Never had a Valentine.
- Never had a kiss under the mistletoe.
- Never been taken during Christmas.
DAMN, I don’t feel alone now that there’s many other Holiday Virgins :)
Forever alone </3
wow, me neither
Weigh-in Sunday!
HW: 212
Restarting Tumblr Weight: 205.6
CW: 201.6
FOUR POUNDS. Can I get a big fat amen?!
I wish I was a fairy tale princess.
Didn’t do so hot tonight.
Way too many cookies. Weigh-in in the morning!
Tales of my first love
His name was Clifton and he was two years older than me. It all happened over this past summer. We knew each other for about a year but were never close until just before school ended in May. Over the summer, he came to my house everynight and we would sit outside in his car and just talk about things and laugh. He was everything I wanted plus more. I had my guards up from past experiences with men leaving (my father). He took all summer to break down those walls and he listened as I told him about my mother and father and how I didn’t know how to trust and that he was the only one that I even thought about trusting. He met my family and they adored him. He spent so much time with me that I began to wonder why he even bothered considering we weren’t dating nor had we even kissed. I asked him and he told me that I was beautiful and he didn’t want to hurt me. As summer ended and school started up, he starting trying harder. It got hard for me to not be crazy about him. One night I was stuck in the city and I jokingly told him he should come get me. I didn’t think he would, but he asked me where I was and he would be on his way shortly. That was the night I knew I wouldn’t be able to wait much longer before letting him get to me. That night he came over and we sat in the living room with my brother. Everyone else was sleeping. Him and my brother joked around about video games and other things. As I watched him actually talk to my brother, it made me want to kiss him. I wanted to tell him that he was what I wanted, but I was scared and didn’t. About a week later, he was at my house and I was cooking gumbo and baking a cake for my family and he sat in the kitchen with me. My sister came in and told us we should just get it over with and date already. I didn’t say anything, but he agreed with her. After that, me and my sister got into a cake fight. She was about to clean it up but I told her I had it and she could go take a shower. When she did, I gathered up my guts and kissed him. For the first time, with chocolate icing all over my face. He was quiet for the night, and before he left he tried to kiss me again but I couldn’t do it. I told him I shouldn’t have done it and that it was going to ruin our friendship. He left, and I felt bad. I knew that if I didn’t get over my fear of being left, I would never have the opportunity of actually finding someone who would care about me. I told him I should have let him kiss me and that I wanted him to. And he asked if I would be his girl and I told him yes. And we were together. Now, as I’m typing this it feels like someone is stepping on my chest. We are no longer together. Here’s why: my whole life I have been around dysfunctional relationships. I didn’t know how to get along with him. We fought, and a lot of it was my fault. One day we got into a big one and he told me he needed a break. I had never felt so guilty and bad in my life. He was there the day a friend killed himself. He skipped school with me, and we stayed at his house and I fell asleep with him. He was there all the times I needeed him to be and I just let him slip through my fingers. We still rarely talk, but every time I see him at school, all the memories come to my head. I’m guessing everything happens for a reason, but I would love to know the reasoning behind losing him.
My best advice relationship advice I can give is to not take the good ones for granted. Appreciate what you have while you have it.
Feeling amazing this morning!
When I first started out on tumblr, I began at 212ish. That number was HORRID in my eyes. With the help of you guys, I managed to get down to the mid 180s. Well, after leaving tumblr I managed to go back upto 205.5. When I seen that number, I wanted to cry. But instead I made the promise that I would stick with it this time. Honestly, I have no choice but to stick with it. I have plans on joining the military and there is a weight requirement.
Anyway, I babysat lastnight and the kids woke me up periodically through the night. I didn’t wake up for certain until about 12. (amazing!!!) So before I got into the shower, I weighed myself. I won’t say the number because my weigh-in isn’t until tomorrow and there’s a chance my weight could change and I would feel stupid. Let’s just say the number was good!
Hey everyone!
I hope you are all enjoying your Friday night and not indulging too much! :)
Anyway, I have to make several dozen cookies Sunday night and it’s going to be hell! Anyone know how to beat the urge to eat the cookies?
Bound and determined to get up at 5 and workout before school.
How do you guys make yourselves get up in the morning?
I gave blood today.
Just red cells. I’ve been feeling weak and tired ever since. I can’t work out for 36 hours. :(
Just made and ate the yummiest home made chicken soup ever.
What’s your favorite home cooked meal?
Giving up is easy. Putting in the effort is the difficult thing.
If ANY of you remember me, you may know that I have given up and left tumblr before. Please don’t unfollow me. I’m making a promise that this time it’s serious. After gaining back all of my weight minus 7 pounds, I’ve realized that the only way to be successful at a weight loss plan is to have a support system and that’s exactly what you guys were to me.
I need your faith and prayers (if you are religious). I need the support, wisdom, laughs, and inspiration that you guys have provided me in the past. I need you to help me not give up.
Please!
